Even if it takes me weeks longer to get settled as a stay at home mom, that's okay. It's okay. I keep reminding myself there is no rush. In the back of my mind I feel like this is a long weekend that will eventually end and I will have to return to work. It's hard to wrap my head around this being my new permanent job. I just feel so incredibly blessed. Now we just need to get past the stress of waiting for Jason to start work...and then maybe I can breath a little easier.